I think things are falling into place…
I have had a headache since Saturday. It’s so hard to wake up in the morning and feel your head pound before you even sit up. I’m trying to deal though.
The thing I like about Bach is that there is always a pattern, a puzzle, somewhere in that what seems like stream of consciousness of notes. It’s just a matter of finding it. After 40 minutes I found it in the first two lines. It’s a start, and pretty good I think for me.
Now I move onto sewing curtains for my room, preparing lesson plans for my subs while I’m recovering from foot surgery and maybe canning more jelly. It’s more than I can get done in one day but I’m looking at it as choices. Not an overwhelming list that I’ll never get done.
Intention seems to be the word of the last few weeks. What is your intention in this moment? Yeah, it might be finish reading this, click, what’s the next think that pops up on my screen? But deeper-is it positivity? Is it productivity? Generosity? Kindness?
My intention is self love. Which means doing things that help me and my family work better. If I look at it that way it has a positive affect on me. I’ll take that over the nagging feeling of “all the shit and stuff I always have to do” I don’t want to sit on that cactus.
Speaking of cacti, here is my new friend. He keeps watch out the window, waves goodbye and hello to me. He needs a name. Suggestions?